This Sucks.

OK but honestly, this is annoying as fuck.

Life: *stress*
My brain: Eat all the sugary things!
Me: No, that won't actually help, knock it off.
Brain: EAT. ALL. THE. SUGAR.
Me: Seriously, no.
Stomach: HUNGER!
Me: Ok, I'll go make a sandwich or something.
Brain & Stomach: NO FOOD ONLY SUGAR
Me: *eats a pile of sugary snacks*
Stomach: Why did you do that???? *gets upset*
Brain: You suck and this is why you're fat. *depression and anxiety*


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